hati kata taknak.

i haven't finished packing all my stuffs yet. terasa double n triple malas dah nak balik nilai. tambah2 dah dapat information lecture n tutor x start lagi for diz week. babai kelantan. i'll come down 2 nilai tomorrow morning wif encik rushdy and cik sikah.*frens of mine* maka, meluncurlah kami dengan si vios violet esok. huhu

p/s : rasa mahu je lambat-lambatkan jam dinding tu. biar spend masa lama cket kat umah. :(
p/s and p/s : berat hati dan hati berdebar2. gulpp??kenape yer? mungkinkah cik nonet akan menangis n sebak esok dek kerana mahu pulang ke nilai? dan terpaksa meninggalkan bonda, ayahanda tersayang serta teratak tercinta? oh hati, kenapa sensetap sangat eyh? dari dulu lagi. macam la nak berpisah jauh. huhu *nanti nak spare tisu banyak2. malu nangis depan diorang*

anywayss. plis cheer me up!
nawaitu untuk belajar itu penting.
oh Allah, plis give me a gud strength. :(

give me. give me.

saya
shahrafinaz binti sapi-in
dengan rela hati membuat pengakuan bahawasanya
saya mahukan
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purse yang memang saya idamkan kat alamanda. *hari tu survey je. x cukup fulus nak beli*
1 more thing, saya nak gantikan ladies sandal sembonia saya tuh. lol! sudah 1 tahun usianya. tapi still lagi elok. cuma saya mahukan variety je. naik sem baru la katekan. haha
saya nekad. dan bertekad.
nak dapatkan jugak 4 diz sem.
dat's all.

p/s : nak beli yang macam mane eyh?
p/s lagi : jom bershupim my buddies! :P

unhappy

im pissed off to myself.
i tried to let go those bad feelings.
i dunno wat did i do wrong anyway. someway.

p/s : mixed feelings. one last evening at homesweethome.

saya ada kakak

sedang mendengar lagu tilu 'diriku bukan aku' terasa teringatkan kakak. sebab die yang excited memperkenalkan lagu ni kepada saya. amat berterima kasih kepada Tuhan kerana mengurniakan seorang kakak kepada saya.*mesti kau baca sambil sengih-sengih kan?kan?*

well having a big sister doesn't bad at all...

shahrayanis binti sapi-in or i juz called her anis. she being my bestfriend. my best mate. my best rival. my best clothes sharing person. my everything. she always being there as i need her.. ermmm bergaduh? tak kan tak gaduh kot kan? TIPU dan BOHONG la!haha masa kecik-kecik dulu selalu gaduh. ape anis ade, mesti saya nak ada gak. always been jelous with her. sebab die cantik. putih. alololo... bukan bodek ok! sekarang pun ada jugak gaduh-gaduh. tapi takde la sampai tarik-tarik rambot and cubit-cubit paha kan?macam kecik2 dulu..hahaha simple things jer pon kadang2...

but soal nak pakai ape? baju ni ok x? ker nak beli yang ni? memang selalu la die tanye.. =) we shared same interest. especially we like same things. so bile sorang beli sorang lagi boleh pakai sama! jimat! hahaha which saya memang la suke paw kakak kakak punye barang. sebab she got a high taste jugak. baju tak payah citer la. kami tukar-tukar jer. coz both of us on da same size. tapi awak tinggi sikit dari saya *oh me being small. tak cukup inci. lol!*

Jarang la. if keluar dengan dia i've to spend lots of money except die benar-benar sengkek n pokai! hahaha. disebabkan saya pon tak pandai bawak keta, *juz got a licence as well wat ape* my sister will drive me all da way. she's also my bez shopping partner. luv her.

she needs me also 2 be as her gud listener n her motivator. sometimes, 4 her doctor love. ecececeh. berkaliber sangat la saya kalo bab2 ni. die banyak citer pasal kesah2 chenta die. tapi, saya selalu nasihat die to choose da bez choice 4 her life.and i always be da supporter in watever she takes.

being a sibling. and being a bestfriend at da same time. are juz perfect!=) always there. being there when i need her. thankz a lot sist! i know this kinda weird. and something yang agak straightforward. it's rarely 4 me to say dat i love you. but its for real. i love you much much more.

here goes a picture of my sist n me

terdetik rasa

you made some calls.
you texted me a lot.
sampai inbox saya penuh dengan msg awak.
wat kind of trouble to me to delete it.
membuatkan saya terfikir balik.
rasa nak scream out kuat-kuat.
hell yeahh!
apakah dugaan yang saya terima ini dianggap satu kebenaran yang mendatang?
ohh tidak.
saya tak mungkin berpaling padanya.
tak mungkin rase simpati terhadapnya.
hmm..
but keeping things between you and me. make me someone that i dun wanna be in between someones relationship?! seriously not me.

i know i always miss you because you were my previous chapter. one dat i think i started to like. but it don't work dat way, encik.
things are different in real world.
awak senang cakap.
senang merayu.
tapi hati saya teguh. tidak mahu beralih kepada si pengundang luka untuk hati ini.
you always try so hard to comfort me. to please me. i appreciate. some how i miss those moment. da talk we had, da time we spend, da laugh we shared, da chat we usually do.
sorry for keeping you out of my chapter all the sudden while we having such a great time. because i know i can't handle it. im afraid that i'll fall for you. Because im confident dat you'll choose her, and not me.

i always here, wishing you da best of luck in anything you in. either in your studies or even your strong relationship with dat sweet girl.=)
thanks for being there before. thanks because you wanna be a friend of mine..even maybe dat is before..but i appreciate. thanks.

p/s : serius sedih. T_T

satu lagiiii...

pabila hati kecil ini berkata dan berbicara......

........... for diz moment and currently i feel great when im alone. no one exists in my heart.

adakah word di atas boleh membahagiakan kehidupan seseorang?anyone who agrees with da statement, tolong dok diam2 okeii..

tapi, saya tidak percaya pada cinta. yes, i am!!!!
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malas dan bosan fikir pasal dia.


dont find love.
let love find you.
dat's why
it's called falling in love.
because you dont force yourself to fall,
you just fall.

p/s : x perasan pulak bila tengok both of da pics above tu ade gambar selipar dan sepatu, nice pulak. comel~

express hati di petang hari

p/s : semestinya tak rindu awak.