trouble is a friends.

'semua yang terjadi adalah rahsia Allah. tak siapa dapat bongkar rahsia-Nya. dan sebagai umatNya. harus redha dan tabah menghadapi semua. mungkin di sebalik kejadian ini ada hikmah dan terselit satu berita gembira'

aku ambil ayat di atas untuk dijadikan semangat hidup.
teruskan hidup. tabah menghadapi hidup.
yg pasti hari depan lebih baik selepas hal-hal yang jadi.
org terdekat saja yg tahu apa yang terjadi.
siapa sangka itu akan terjadi.
tak apa lah. kebenaran akan dtg satu hari nanti.
jangan besok susah dtg cari aku lagi.
bkn hal hati dan perasaan.
tapi hal erti sahabat sebenar.
betul kata orang..
susah nak cari kawan yg betul kawan.
bukan sekali. hampir berulang kali.
tapi aku terima.
sbb mungkin ada hikmah.
perlu harus tabah dan kuat.

aku sayang kawan-kawan aku dan x akan sesekali aku cuba sakitkan hati mereka.
itu prinsip aku.
tp bila terus disakiti. siapa tahan?

finaz.. smile okeh?~

gembira+gumbira

Hati sy berbunga-bunga cinta ...wee..wee...wee...
Ttbe excited.~

Kalo kte dah lame x jmpe org tu, dan tanpa dirancang kte berjumpa org tu :: sangat gembira.

Kalo kte dah lame x bercakap ngan org tu. dan tanpa dirancang kte bercakap ngan org tu :: sangat gembira.

Kalo kte dah lama x bergurau ngan org tu. dan tanpa dirancang kte bergurau ngan org tu :: sangat gembira.

Di dpn mata, buat2 x tau pasal orang tu. dan duduk jauh mcm ni baru rasa semuanya berharga. selalu je macam tu kan??

p/s : thanks Allah. i found him.

i hate monday today

i juz hate monday today.
bcoz it sucks big time.

crazy worried bout her. :(

maafkn sy!

semalam..
sy telah melukakn hati bezfren sy.
sy telah mmbuat hati die sdey.
sy telah mmbuat dirinya menangis..
sori a lot dear..
sy mmg xbrniat..
nk wat cm 2..
nk get involved dlm 'stupid plan' yg awk anggp 2..
sy juz nk jg hati n perasaan 2 pihak..
sy sbg org tgh n mmg xde intention pape utk memihak pihak 'diorg'.
haih.. sy syg awk..
n sy pon syg 'die' jgk sbg kwn sy..
n mcm abg sy sndr..
i thought dat it was da bez way 2 make u hepi
n 2 calm ur feeling.
but, it wasn't rather possible 2 cheer up ur mood last nyte..
die ingt, nk bwk awk g jln2..
nk g tgk pmndgn ptrajaya pd wk2 mlm.
coz die rase brsalah yg teramat.
tp awk tanak.
yapp.. his words caused a lot of bad feeling 2 u..
ofcos 4 me too..
but, sy tanak mngeruhkn lg keadaan ni..
sy nk sy, awk, die n kwn2 kte yg laen hepi.
2 je sy nak..
sy tau, awk mmg mrh n geram gler kt sy..
smpai awk mngalirkn air mata.
smpai awk tanak mkn ape yg die order.
smpai awk ckp nk balik cepat.
ermm..
sy hny mmpu melafazkn kata MAAF shj.
2 je yg sy terdaya..

'slm.. my deepest apologies should i've in any way,
unintentionally i hurt ur feeling. luv u, dear'..

*diz is da msg i've texted her last nyte.*
sy tahu, i2 hny msg yg brhrga 1 sen..
mgkin i2 tdk ada nilai bg awk utk memaafkn kslhn sy.
n jgk 'die'.
time ni, hati sy gundah gunala..
hati sy risau mmikirkan awk..
sorry seems 2 be da hardest words, dear!~
*maafkn die jgk tau..*

p/s : credit 2 nasikah wif loads of luv from me.
*sy nk peluk awk. nk kish awk..(opss..jgn slp phm ye) shayang kamu lbey.*

berderakss.

haishh. kuar lagi ari ni. duet pon byk jgk yg mlayang. sprti butterfly..butterfly fly away. opps,sy beli tshirt lg. kaler dark pepel. very2 nice. cantek+lawa. but,its okay. no matter wat, ini mmg hobi sy. xleh nk elak dah. im a shopaholic. wink3~ adoiyaii.. si genit finaz neh. okies, xsabau nk mndaratkan diri kt tilam sy yg empuk itu beralaskan cadar pink harvey norman. *promote cadar sndr yg dibeli kt midvalley ketika sale*
oyeahh2.. nanyte sumer!~


kronologi pada hari ini
gi beli mimy - makan kt rstoran thai - nilai 3 - jusco seremban.

legion = not bad movie. but beware of it. dun take it as ur path to ur life, okay.

[love is good than hate]

when da heart filled wif tears and pain, diz is wat really came on my mind.

ITS GOOD TO LOVE RATHER THAN TO HATE!

bcoz i dun even wanna make any harm on anyone and da most important, on ME!

those eyes, link them together
add on several cups of love
those hands, fold them together
deeply stir with a million laughter and kindness
those hearts, piece them together
dissolve the hatred inside

the 'cry of the day' will never come on the scene
as long as...
'the book cover judgments' will not be the same
let the rest to the Almighty
and both can really make it real with cheers and joyfulness
when we wore the same sunglasses
we will be able to enjoy the same beauty of nature

it is not as perfect as how those of Shakespeare. just an imperfect me.

nobody's perfect!!

*kepada mereka yang tak sudah sudah, cukup lah. saya berhenti di sini. thanks for be such a good friend (!!!) to make me realize how actually to live on the life dan membuat saya semakin matang. i've tried to be very kind wif u kalian but seems like things are not going okay dan sy sudah tidak larat. harap maaf. sy hanya mampu utk jd diri sndr shj..but, tenx god!

still not gud enough.

juz 2 update more..
heyyaa. diz is da 3rd entry 4 today. *gulpp..~ over la plak*
some buzyness took over me along diz week..
a big sorry 2 my dear bloggy.
sy syg kamoo. *cess, ape kaet. haha*
huhu

okies. let's proceed..>>
wat i've done last weekend?? haha

*let's da pics speak out yeahh. wink3*

BABAK 1

^^ sy pulang ke tnh air. my hometown. my homeswithome. juz 4 relaxation. juz 4 release tension. 3 days i've been there. but then,still not quite enough 4 me. huhu i happily spent my precious tyme wif my family n my kazens. syg mereka sgt2..^^

^^kt umah my uncle aka ayah ngah. sy seronok brmaen ngn kazens sy. syok sgt2. n excited snap more pics 4 them. ngee3^^



BABAK 2

location : midvalley
dating wif miss fiey..

^^ tgh2 lepak n borak2. btw, xtau nk g mane sbnrnye. hehe^^

^^we had a great lunch at da chicken rice shop restaurant. yummilicious food.ummpphh~^^

^^gumbira hati ini brsama ngn miss^^



^^WANTED!! candid yaa guyz!ouchh^^

hurmm..
well, still not gud enough 4 me..
i want more.
nak lagi.
sy shuke. hehe
so, wat's gonna be my plan 4 diz week??
haaa.....

be nothing. T_T

ahh,
im juz blamming on da situation,
da condition,
wat i dun have,
wat i could have,
wat i haven't,
wat im afraid to do,
wat's not?

wat is not?

we'll neva satisfied of wat we all already have.

i blame my work.
i blame my room.
i blame no privacy.
i blame my schedule.
i blame my laptop *uh, it's bro's, so i blame 4 dat reason too*
i blame da subject i learn 4 diz semester.
i blame da faculty.
i blame da university.
i blame everything.

wat da fool am i doing?!!
arghhh..im getting bored.huhu
a lil' homesickness..~
sobsobsobsobsob :(
*fikir nk balik jer*


***up n get some food***

new layout plis!^^

i desperately want new lay out for my blog
but wat can i say
i dunno how to make new lay out by my self
anyone??help me..

hati ini..

sy sudah ok..
tanak pikir menda2 yg x spatotnye sy pikir..
useless!!
sbb sy brsama kluarga trchenta..
mereka sntiasa ade..
sntiasa ade utk sy..
but, such a lil' moment i'll be here..
sbtu mlm will be off 2 nilai back.
huhu
tanak!!*hati sy meronta2*
sy ttp brpegang pada prinsip sy yg 1 ni.
prinsip abadan abada..
love home more. wink2!~

homeswit home

i'll come down 2 my home diz nyte..
bley lah release tnsion..
nk lari dr mslh ni..
kol 10p.m.
naek kt kajang..
tata sumer!!

p/s : love home more!~

la tahzan, miss cinonet!

mood : tension+sdey+geram

no matter wat, i've 2 b strong.trust in god all wateva happen..
mnsia mmg ska judge sam1 2 dr sudut -ve..
perspektif n pndgn mnsia mmg x same..
even die 2 kwn baek kte ke..
kwn biase ke..
tp kalo hati 2 dah hitam, mmg xbleh dk snyp..
ske nk jg tepi kain org..
ske nk cbuk hal org..
mnsia kalo da bajet bagos mmg cmni r..
agk2 lar weii..!!
cermin diri 2 dulu..
sedar diri 2 cket.
huh :(
i've no tears 2 come out again..
i've no feeling 2 think bout dat anymore..

p/s : tenx 2 my frens who r around me..yg bnyk bg support kt sy..syg kamooo!!!!~

unexpectable planning

sprt yg dijnjikn..
nk dscuss law kol 10a.m.
sy ni pnye la bgn awl..
took a hurry bath..*nsb bek xmndi kobau*
nk iron bju lg..
nk makeup lg..
ttbe encik dewa itu gave me a calling.
*encik dewa : bkn name sbnr, ye!*

encik dewa : finaz, kol 10.30 eh kte dscuss..bdk2 ni ade yg x bgn ag
saya : owh ok..

hell yeahh..
pnye lar berasap tlinga sy ni..
terase geram nk mnjerit..
smlm jnj laen..
pas 2 ckp laen..
mmg konpem2 xkn sharp..
mmg konpem2 xkn be on time..
kalo kata kol 9, jadik kol 11..
kalo kata kol 10, jadik kol 12..
kitorg ni pnye la brsiap awl2..
ciss!bknnye 1st time diorg wt cmni..
bnyk kali dowh!
sy xska mnunggu sbnrnye..
so, pliiss..jgn wt sy trtunggu2 laen kali.

around kol 11lbey2 encik dewa smpai..
dtg jmput kitorg..
pas 2, bwk g brekpes kt acacia..
adoihh..
tgk,,mmg xkn jadik kol 10.30 pnye..
diorg ngn slumbermumber nye..
huh..
rleks finaz..sabar2!!


kt bts 1.7 : stdy law of contract in elements of offer n acceptance.
~~~bla bla bla bla bla~~~
duration : about 2 hours++
then, discussion is over..
mntak khdmat encik dewa hntarkn kitorg blik nilam..
adoihh..
ttbe diorg tny nk g jusco n jln2 x..
ermm..*wat2 tanak+tak mau+segan*
at last, follow jgk diorg g jusco..
kaklong asked me 2 text alea..
suh die join jgk our hangout tyme yg mmg x drancang tu.
hehe
alea told us dat, she juz came back from jusco wif her mom..
n she invited us 2 come 2 her house at bkit chedang.
die ckp ibu yg srh dtg..
mcm2 mana pon, kna dtg jgk.
*ni dh kes paksa ni*
agagaga


kitorg smpai jusco..
mncarik parking yg sememangnye xdpt kalo kt 2nd floor..
then, encik dewa parked at da rooftop..
kasik vios die kna cahye matahari..
biar brjemur di landasan jusco.hahaha
oyeahh..
kitorg trus window shoppim n shoppim..
jejaka2 maen snuker..
penat+letih+x larat..
smpat lg msuk kdai cheetah..
n borong 3helai tshirt..
hahaha
mrh gler beb!!
rm20samting per each..
heyyaa2..i love it!!!

:: 3 sheet of cheetah shirt ::

:: im captured their pics. dats y lar my pics not so much ::

be continued..
alea ajk g umah die n g city park.
thumbs up!
city park bez g wktu ptg..
tgk2 ank kecik main playground..
tgk2 ikan kt tasik..
tgk org release tnsion..
tgk org jogging..
*sumer tgk org. haha*
kitorg g lepak2 je..
smbil2 nk lunch plus dinner trus..
even time 2 da kol 6p.m.

:: our lepak2 time kt city park ::

hehe
alea suh sggh umah die..
alang2 dtg sane..
terserlah 'tanak' d muka jejaka2 tersebut..
segan la konon..
malu lar konon..
uwekkssssss...!
last2 g jgk..
xbaek mnolak pelawaan org..
umah alea jd hntian kitorg solat mghrib..
hehe

:: tenx a lot al n fmly..dtg m'gnggu je kitorg ni ::

ahakz..
rasenye itulah sedikit sebanyak coretan smpena hari sabtu yg brtarikh 09/01/10..
dscussion nye 2jam lbey je..
enjoy nye bnyk..
hahaha
ni la plan yg mmg x dirancang..
knpem terancang pnye.
hik3

^dscussion law@campus-jusco seremban 2-city park-alea's homeswithome^

brekpes ooo brekpes

:: bli rm2 je..tp die kasi lbey 2bijik ::


my small tummy is singing n dancing..
mintak tuannya isikan.
supaya xde bnyi lgu 'keroncong utk ana' sprt yg dinyanyikn oleh m.nasir..
huh
ttbe trdgr k.ihan nk g bli brekpes kt bwh..
so, ape lg..
dsebabkn mls nk turun n x mndi lg,
kirim je kt k.ihan..
kononnye tanak mkn nasi lemak..
tanak mkn mee n mihun goreng..
selera nk mkn kuih muih..
so, suh die blikn kuih je singgit.
mak oiiii..
trkejut badak eden dibuatnye..
rm2-4bijik
dat means,
rm1-2 bijik..
gler bapak cekik darah makcik 2..
agk2 la makcik..
cnsider r cket..
kitorg still student..
jgn la jual mcm kitorg ni da mkn gaji mahal..
huh..serik2..
ari 2 pon,k.ihan da trkena..
nsi kerabu rm6..
xpenah2 lg jmpe semahal 2..
kalo kt klntn, xde lam rekod sjrh ag..
huhu
xpe la makcik..
smoga murah rezeki n bhgia dgn mnjual hrg yg sgt mahal..

moral of da story : tanak beli dh kt gerai mkcik 2..huhu botak kepala aku kalo cmni!

discussion law

:: saje2 mgupload pics sy n kwn2 sy ::

special requested..*wink2*
utk wt dscussion law oleh teruna2 n jejaka2..
name2 mereka perlu la dirahsiekn. *agagaga.poyo lbey*
bagos!smgt diorg yg sgt tggi n brkobar2..


venue : bts 1.7 (as usual)
date : 09/01/10
time : 10a.m. (be on time ya, guyz!slalu je wt kitorg menunggu)
topic : law of contract
general principles of malaysian law


p/s : sharing is caring

nice hangout time on 30/12/09-03/01/10

:: i love it. tenx k.jiey n abg2 ku ::

:: xsmpt nk posing lbey2 ::

:: aksi2 abg sy di ikea. wt cm umah sndr plak. haha ::


*let's da pics speak out*

gmbr ihsan yg ditaja oleh cinonet cipuding kt ats 2
mnunjukkan pics yg sy smpt snapped n captured
throughout our hangout tyme on 01/01/2010..
at dat tyme, my 2 big bros n my sist in law 2 be were off 2 keyell..
from perak to nilai..
then, dtg jmput sy..kononnye nk g tgk fireworks la..
tp dsbbkn diorg2 sgt penat, trus mncancellkn plan A n mneruskn plan B..
*sbnrnye plan on da spot..xde plan A mahupun plan B*
kitorg brmalam kt umah my 1st bro kt bkit jalil..
after dat, pg2 lg kitorg moved from there..
byk sgt planned n dstinasi yg mau g..
semata2 nk shopping smpena new year.


kronologi 1 prjalanan kami..

nilai-bukit jalil-damansara(ikea, kenny rogers roasters, the curve, ikano, subway, cafe hometown kopitiam-al-ikhsan-mph)-putrajaya(msjid n alamanda)-sepang-nilai.

ikea : bez sgt2 g sane.rase cm tanak blik je.syok brshoppim..hehe such a simple n nice furnitures there.i love it!xpuas explore brg2 kt sane even da round ke-3 n tgk menda yg same.awesome! *nnt da kawen n ade umah sndr, knpem i sewa sbijik treler utk dtg cni. khas utk brg2 je..ceh,brangan lbey!these are wat i dreamt of. 4 my dreaming house*

kenny rogers roasters : da place dat we had lunch 2getha. after pnt round kt ikea..mmenuhi hajat perut yg mnta diisi n stlh mggunakn energy yg sgt byk utk tolak troli n bwk brg2.

the curve : shoppim2 n window shoppim. brg2kt sane agk la mhl. xde byk sgt sale. ijuz mnemani n follow je diorg brshoppim. well, xau ape nk bli. tmbh2 xde gaji sndr lg. haha *poyo je*

ikano : jln2 je kt c2..

subway : snggh brhnti stelah penat brjln2. n smbil2 mnunggu nk minum kt waroeng penyet,tp dsbbkn mnsia trlalu ramai, trus cancel..

cafe hometown kopitiam : minum2 n brhnti lenguh. di situ jgk trjmpe ngn norish karman (NK) n anak2 nye..hehe

al-ikhsan : k.jiey bli stokin adidas utk die n bli kasut 4 her anniversary wif my bro..

mph : da bookshop dat i smpt membelek2 buku my little black dress.tp xbli pown. dsbbkn xckup bajet.haha my bro bli mjlh smbil2 waiting 4 k.jiey mmilih kad anniversary 2 her mr. right (my bro)

putrajaya : off 2 there..sggh solat asar kt msjd ptrajaya n tgk ikan2 yg sgt sehat+gebu+besar kt dlm tasik..feels great!

alamanda : shoppim lg..bli bju(my 2nd bro shoppim sakan bli bju.rambang mata dibuatnye.sbb ade sale. mmg brpatutan.haha n sy smpt capai spsg tshirt tom's girl), kasut(tenx k.jiey..4 ur special gift 2 me,rily2 appreciate dat), sacha handbag(my bro's gift 2 k.jiey 4 their anniversary) n other things dat im not afford 2 mention here. saaaaangat byk!

sepang : sggh mkn kt rstoran ape ntah.bez gler mknn kt c2..tomyam yg sgt kow!kononnye plan nk anta sy blik nilai.dat's y la blik ikot sepang. then, stlh brdiskusi, diorg ajk g perak..so,ape lg..decision yg pling tepat..cuti2 malaysia..yuhuuu!!~

nilai : singgah amik pakaian sy. babai nilam!then, off 2 perak.


kronologi 2 prjlnn kami..

gopeng-jusco ipoh-manjung-lumut

gopeng : bought 4 my ticket at terminal bus gopeng.

jusco ipoh : k.jiey shoppim lg. hehe then, tgk muvee(the imaginarium of doctor parnassus) cter yg boley thn lar..tp xde la bez sgt.huhu

manjung : sggh amik my kazen, apih..then,dinner same2..

lumut : bersiar2 smbil mghirup bayu pulau yg segar *ceh, rekaan ayt sndr* melihat bot2 n kapal2 hinggap di c2.btw, very2 nice scenery at nite.

~then, back 2 nilai again at 10.45 on 3/1/10..sgt sayu hati utk mngglkn kalian..~
tyme ni sdey yg teramat. siap nanges lg..*opss..malunye. cm bdak kecik*


a lot of thanks 2..
my 2nd bro : encik afzal
my 4th bro : encik fadli
my sist in law 2 be : wan rajifah@k.jiey *bkl kkk ipar yg paaaling sportim*

p/s : i luv them much much more..*wink2*

my 1st entry on january!

hey hey..
im back again..
such a longer longer time i haven't been blogging..
i guess,more than 1 week rite?
oyeahh..sori guyz!
i've too much works to be settled down, dear.
btw, wat a pathetic day i've 2 face along these 2 weeks..
even kls byk lg yg dismissed..
bcoz of certain causes n matters..
aiyyakk..
but frankly speaking..
i've no time 2 write on u, mr. bloggy.. :)


juz imagine..
evryday, kls start kol 8a.m. *mmg trbantut tdoo sy, mmbuatkn sy ssh utk bgn awl2 pg*
8a.m. till 6p.m. for mon & tues..
8a.m. till 12p.m. for wednesday..
8a.m.till 4p.m. for thursday..
hehe
tp agk la penat cket ngn shedule sem 2 neh..huhu
ape yg sy seronok, dua ronok n tiga ronok adalah..
no classes at all on friday!
yahoo..yebedabeduu!!!
mmg sgt2 mmberi laluan yg bhgia kpd kitorg..
especially 4 those who r kelantanese..
like me yg mggunakan prinsip n flsafah idop "luv home more"..
haha time is precious..
so, we've 2 appreciate it as well..
kalo cm omsick2 cket, ari kamis mlm da bley blik..
then, dtg blik ari ahad, mlm..
*ceh..da set lam otak kalo bab2 blik neh. sgt advance uhh*
spy dk umah lbey lame cket..
nk spent ms wif my parents trsayarm kt umah..
wif my other siblings..
wif my cumil kucengs..
wif my lil' cutest, wafiq nu'man..*sy rindu die sgt2*


u know wut, encik streamyx ni wt hal..
kdg ssh nk connect..
lmbap+senget+sengal..
mmg mnyusahkn i jer..
dats y lar kdg2 sy x on9..
mls nk trcongak dpn laptop tggu shingga ia bley connect..
*ksian kt encik streamyx. xpsl2 kna bebel*
hishh..kdg2 trpikir gk nk bli broadband by my own,
tp..ntah lar..slagi kmudahan yg dberi ini still lg blh diguna pakai..
so, brsyukur je dgn ape yg ade..
bkn ape, kdg2 die ok..*encik streamyx sgt2 sehat sbb ckup vitamin*
kdg2 die ngokngek..*encik streamyx dmm agknye..x pon antibodi lmh..haha*

well, okey lah..
fuhh,lega rasenye da bley luah kt my mr. bloggy neh..
gotta go~